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Wrap your troubles in dreams, and dream your troubles away.




I can’t tell if I love or hate or love to hate or hate that I love my boyfriend…

14 July 2014  at fuckin'  12:22 pm

I’ve pissed away the first half of this year. I CANNOT believe it’s July. That’s what boyfriends do. So much time & energy.

07 July 2014  at fuckin'  2:20 am

I hate men right now. One in paticular. Fucking bitch.

20 February 2014  at fuckin'  2:47 pm

Guess what?

10 December 2013  at fuckin'  8:18 pm     1 note

Guess what?

Oh shit this was the last thing my friend Taylor posted on her tumblr before she died a couple of days  later… Damn…

10 December 2013  at fuckin'  5:20 am     152,073 notes

Oh shit this was the last thing my friend Taylor posted on her tumblr before she died a couple of days later… Damn…

(Source: pizzapartyenthusiast, via lookingforbelief)

Q: Do you ever feel like hurting yourself or someone else?

A: Um. I’m about to either rip my or someone else’s hair out if I don’t get a fucking square in my lungs. A whole cigarette. I need a whole goddamn cigarette. And it ain’t happening. People know exactly how to not press, but slam, mash, kick and beat your fucking buttons in a 24hr period of no nicotine. So this is it, doc. Yes. I feel like fucking someone up right now. Or bashing my head into the wall.

Fuck. This. Shit.

15 October 2013  at fuckin'  6:58 pm

J’adore…

12 October 2013  at fuckin'  12:26 am     43 notes

J’adore…

Cake it on.

11 October 2013  at fuckin'  1:48 pm     3 notes

Cake it on.

I put bleach in my perfectly natural golden blonde hair and now I feel like inhave made the worst mistakse in the whole fucking  universe. All I can do is cry about it an top of everything else that regularly fucks up on top of everything that has never been given a chance to fuck up because it’s beenfucked up since the get-go.

I’m over it. And I don’t have any reasonable solutions for this self-inflicted turmoil.

Fuck.
It.
Fuck it.

04 October 2013  at fuckin'  6:49 am

Here’s to figuring out how to fraud an intense drug test.

20 September 2013  at fuckin'  1:51 am

Now that I’m a pharmacy technician I can work with drugs legally (and illegally on the DL.)

13 September 2013  at fuckin'  3:12 am

Guess I could follow new, more appealing to my interests blogs… but, I’m thinking that would be a horrendously long, annoying task to LOOK for them. And I’m lazy when it comes right down to it- regarding this sort of shit.

22 August 2013  at fuckin'  5:02 pm

I’m still alive, bitch.

Tumblr is still boring, bitch.

What are y’all doing? Shit.

22 August 2013  at fuckin'  4:54 pm     2 notes

Like I love everyone.
Everyone be nice.
Chill out and love each other.

24 June 2013  at fuckin'  1:04 am     1 note

Feeling great. Molly is one of my main bitches now.

24 June 2013  at fuckin'  12:59 am     61 notes

Feeling great. Molly is one of my main bitches now.

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